I went to an in-state college not too far from my hometown. I was so unprepared for college life, actually, life in general, I did not have to skills to deal with everyday life.
At the same time, there were things going on underneath the surface which I was not aware of. And I would find out about the bubbling underneath, and what was really going on decades later.
It wasn’t long after I started college that I began to think that there was something not right. While at college, and living off campus, I decided to try to commit suicide.
I won’t go into the details, other than it obviously failed. Suffice to say I felt conflicted. At any rate, time went on.
I moved to another state and began college there. It was a new life, or so I thought. Eventually, the past came back to haunt me, and the suicidal thoughts started to fill my mind once again.
Part 1