Peter is the 7-year-old alter. I remember that it took quite a long time before he felt safe enough to come out on his own. There would be times in early therapy that Peter would “peek” out. I wasn’t aware of it, but my therapist could tell. Evidently, there was some look in my eyes… Continue reading Peter
Tag: Healing
More on my Revelation
As I stated before, I was walking down the driveway to my car early one morning to go to work, when I suddenly realized I felt safe. It’s always dark at that time, no matter the time of the year. I don’t think I’ve ever truly felt safe in my life. So it was a… Continue reading More on my Revelation
An Unexpected Revelation
I’ll get back to alters and the body in another post, but I had this major revelation earlier this week. When I lived in the Midwest, my parents lived one state over. There was a distance of about 500 miles between us, about an 8-hour drive. I did not feel completely safe there, since my… Continue reading An Unexpected Revelation
Are They Still There?
It’s been 8 months since my father died. Inside, it’s been very quiet. Almost eerily so. A quiet I’m not used to. Aside from the quietude, the headaches have been very rare. I don’t know what the relationship is between being a multiple and having headaches is, but I suspect it has something to do… Continue reading Are They Still There?
A Fine Upstanding Member of the Community?
When I was born, a savings account was created at a local Savings & Loan. I think it started with $500 or so. I think all of us had one. It wasn’t until I really started saving money. By the time I was in my late teens, I had $7000+ in that account. It would… Continue reading A Fine Upstanding Member of the Community?
More on the Audio Clip
In a previous blog, I had stated that a plane picked up my father to take him to Denver. After listening to the clip again, I was wrong about the location. A plane flew from Las Vegas to pick him up. I’m not sure why, but this changed things for me. My father had business… Continue reading More on the Audio Clip
A 7-Minute Clip
My sister texted me an audio clip of my brother “interviewing” my father after the funeral. There evidently was a clip used at the service, but it couldn’t have been this one. I only say that because of the contents of this particular clip. My father only spent the first couple of minutes talking about… Continue reading A 7-Minute Clip
My father’s service has been set
I found out a couple of weeks ago that my father’s service had been set for July 25. I had decided not to make any decision about going until I found out when and where it was, along with how I was feeling about attending. A funny thing happened on the path to making a… Continue reading My father’s service has been set
I thought I’d Gotten Rid of This
For a lot of years, I was concerned what other people thought of me. It lasted way too long. When I turned 50 (ok no comments!), I suddenly didn’t care what others thought of me. I don’t know how that happened, but it is as if a sudden revelation happened. Overnight it seemed like I… Continue reading I thought I’d Gotten Rid of This
The Aftermath of My Father’s Death
My father has been dead for a little over a month now and things have drastically changed for me. It truly has been a blessing in disguise. While I am tempted to say it’s one of the best things to have happened to me, I feel like that’s a “bad” thing to feel and say… Continue reading The Aftermath of My Father’s Death